lets give a little update to this pathetic blog of mine. well,i woke up around 2.25am just now because i fell asleep around 9 plus. it's not really a good time sleep i had. it has been so irregular this few days. but who cares. to me, as long as i have enough rest so that i'll have plenty of energy for the next day is sufficient.



1st of may 2009was a blast. mayday outing with that girl. yeah,my girlfriend. ever since i've started my school,i don't really have much time for her. so,since that day was a public holiday,i make it up to her by bringing her to the movies. fast & furious 4 seats were left with only the front rows & me being me,we changed our plans & watched horsemen. it was quite an interesting movie,the only thing i hate is we need to think logically. hah! so after all of that we spent time a little while before i send her home.

well,seems like a nice fairytale story uh. but everything change now. no longer i'll be spending those times with her again. complications and such that led to split up. well,it's not her fault. but at times things change.

i'm sorry for whatever i've done and said to u. i know this would be a hurtful thing that i've ever done to u. like i told u,my patience has its limits and it already reached it. what's best for us now is we go our own ways and think through of our mistakes. if it meant to be,i'll still be yours. let us learn from this and hope we wont ever repeat it again being if we were to be back again or with someone else. thank u for everything. i'm sorry again

i'm still here if u need some company,that's for sure

Shaifulridzuan at 2:48 AM