1. sometimes accepting things that you don't want to hear is very difficult and it keeps bothering you like nobody's business. at the same time, such things can ruin everything that for a while was happiness. it all turns out to be such a disaster after everything blabbered out. it only takes seconds to change from happiness to this!
2. sometimes people will turn out to be a jerk. reason? they still can't believe and trying to accept things that they just got to know. it might take days, weeks, months or even years. but sooner or later they'll accept it.
3. but no matter what, learning to except is a good thing and it means that there's interest. it's just that trying to let go the bad news is kind of a little difficult for some.
4. i need my happy pill now! where are you? :(

Shaifulridzuan at 11:06 AM

• this would be a short post i guess. favourite picture of all?

• happy pill? hahaha.

• nothing better to post actually. just to make sure that this blog won't be left just like that.

• exams in 2 weeks time. need to pass or i'll have to re-take the whole module again. well, all the best to everyone anyway

• i just need a doze of happy pill now. feeling rather sleepy.

• have a good day! :)

Shaifulridzuan at 11:25 AM

another week filled with assignments and presentations. what more will come? a few more weeks to go before the exams and yet to touch any of my notes due to all this projects needed to get over and done with. running out of time? nah, there's still time for me. just need to make full use of it now.

on the brighter note, i'm starting to realise how precious time is. all the naggings really works and stayed in my brains. thanks to that nagger. haha! it's for my own good anyway.

anyway, lets have some random topic here.

what's there to do in world without any friends around? try imagine it. picture how your life would be without friends. you'll find out the answer if your imagination are wild enough. haha!

till here for now. :)

Shaifulridzuan at 11:05 AM

"Stressful Apek"

Sometimes life is just hectic. with daily works to be done, chores and everything. just name it. there are always things to be done. what do you think life would be if it's just free and easy? i'll be the first person to ever jump up and down filled with joy celebrating freedom! haha

The life we have in this world is rather stressful than what we thought it would be like when we were growing up. looking at toddlers who knows nothing but playing made me realize that as i grow up, my life keep on changing. it's for the better but i guess it's rather more stressful.

At times i just wonder, why must it be this way as we grow older. have you ever wonder why?

That is just something in my head that i just feel like typing it out. well, actually i'm just done with my communicating skills project task. but yet to complete the presentation slide. it'll take me hours to do that. i'm just too fickle to come out with something. i'll keep on changing things though it's already good enough. another day left for me to complete. looking at the rate i'm going, i'll definitely be able to get it done. finally i'm good at time management after thousands of attempts. haha! eenaa, if u read this, be proud of me because u said that i had bad time management. okay? hahah

well, i guess it's time to go to bed or i'll be waking up late again and skip first lesson. but as a matter of fact, it's a great idea!

Have A Wonderful Day Ahead :D


Shaifulridzuan at 2:34 AM

I'm just plain lazy to even bother to update this blog. i don't even know why but i just love to keep my blog not updated. weird? but well, that's just the way i am. nyahahah!

okay, maybe part of it is true. but apart from that, i still do have school and which school doesn't have assignments and projects? even ITE does! see, how singapore's education system is. well, if you want to succeed, it's better to go with the flow and do it. i may be going to school often just for the sake of attendance, but i also want to do my best and proceed to another higher level of education after i've graduated.

time just getting on my nerves at times. i've yet to book my tp again though there's a slot on the 16th of september. but it's just a pain with the time that i cant spare. furthermore, money is another issue! to get that bloody license really cost A LOT! no matter what, if i want it, i will really find a way out to get it. though it may take time.

what are the recents? life? it has been better than ever. with friends around, i guess it's such a wonderful life i'm living now. so now, who says you can't live without being in a relationship? haha. all you need is a doze of irritaing, fun bunch of people that will light up and brighten up your life to millions and millions of watts. get the point? don't? aww, that's sad. haha!

okay, i guess i'll end here or i'll just continue on with the never ending crappy thoughts i have in my bloody brain that is just being damaged by sleeping. haha! anyway, good morning to all the people who do read this :)

Shaifulridzuan at 7:38 AM

finally after how many hours stuck in front of this computer trying to complete the ofa that i have yet to be done is all over! i'm totally done with my ofa except for one more assignment which i think i need some help with it. haha!

but oh well, still have cmb projects to finish up and then EXAM! time really flies. i don't even realise that i'm left with a week before the cmb project due and there's not much progression to it. well, i'll finish it up as soon as possible.

a few more days to national day. hmm, thought of having a meet up with secondary school mates but rasheed seems to be busy on that very day. maybe during the afsting month. we meet up and break fast together. sounds interesting. that guy has been asking me when we'll meet up and all. looks like someone miss his secondary friends badly uh. haha!

okay, it's time to get to sleep. school's starting at 9. thank GOD!

have a great day!

Shaifulridzuan at 4:05 AM