MOVIE MARATHON ANYONE?

i want to watch movies all day long. but that will equals to losing money! any kind soul willing to treat me? haha!

ugly truth! one word. AWESOME!

by the order of court, i'm going to dentist! haha

going to pluck out my tooth on the 6th of october! so don't talk to me on 6 october. i want to sleep the whole day. plus i can't talk much on that day.

fine, nonsensical post.

dreamt something yesterday. now i'm thinking will dream be reality?

figure out yourself what i dreamt about. HAHAHAHA!

have a nice day

Shaifulridzuan at 12:48 AM

nothing much to say.

it has been better this way

all i could say

forgive me and please stay.


since it's still hari raya, that was something that came across my mind while i was lying down just now. seek for forgiveness always been done during this season. but can it be done like a daily basis if you know that you're in a wrong? guess all humans have this ego in them. i guess

well, something to keep this blog ALIVE! haha.

okay, i'm done. my tooth aching and my gums are swollen.

Shaifulridzuan at 1:33 PM

Shaifulridzuan at 1:44 PM

i'm a mess! i'm living in a mess

this just sucks. why everything that i wished for
always ruined by my actions? why?

you're just too dumb shaiful.

stupid me, now i have nothing left.

a great way to start raya with.

go and die lah shaiful. BANG! you're dead shaiful.

DIE!!!! grrr. i'm a mess with a messy life. don't come near me
your life will get affected too.

i'm okay with whatever decisions. i deserve it. screw me!

bye

Shaifulridzuan at 1:00 AM

first of all, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all my friends who are going to celebrate it!

been missing as always due to laziness and BUSY with things i have.

today is the best day so far. made some kuih raya with my mom, sister and aunt! haha. for buka, i COOKED fried noodles. now who wants to marry me? hahaha!

jokes aside. feeling good, happy but with a mix of sadness a little. but whatever it is, lets have fun! i'm still in holiday mood. shall not elaborate more on the bad things. it's a no good thing.

till here for now :)

Shaifulridzuan at 9:10 PM

sometimes, your mood swings just get into your way. for no reasons throwing tantrum at anyone just to make u feel better. but on the other hand, you didn't realize that you had hurt another party by your actions.

thus, sometimes i think a simple sorry that is sincere enough saying it from the bottom of your heart is really enough to make someone smile. sweet words are good only if you mean it. if it don't then you're just simply a sweet talker. maybe you drink too much of sweet drinks. haha!

on a brighter note, i'm going to make $$. that's a good thing for sure. like finally.

had a bad day, start from bev to briefing. break-fast at LJS around 9.30 all by myself. but on top of that, you made my day :)

i'm just out of pictures for the time-being.

have a wonderful day :)

Shaifulridzuan at 1:43 AM

sometimes games can be an inspiration. i believe that certain games can really make you open up your mind and think. it can even be a driven inspiration you can pursue in the future.

playing restaurant city on facebook really inspires me a lot. i know it's kind of nonsense but it really does. it makes me have this feeling of opening up a restaurant one fine day and see how well my business will be. isn't it amazing if that were to happen? i'll surely want to be the successful restaurant owner in town.

okay, i guess i think too much. haha! oh well, it's just my imagination of owning and cooking for customers. having the satisfactory feeling of serving happy people and having returned customers who's satisfied with my restaurant's foods and services. a dream that'll bring good bucks but have to start from scratch. i guess i'm really planning of getting my butt into this kind of industry. maybe a pastry shop? that's a sure yes. get my mom involve as well. hahaha! a family business.

oh well, games can be a little addictive too at times. haha! u know what i mean *hint*

have a wonderful day ahead. smile always!

Shaifulridzuan at 10:15 AM

1. i guess living in this cruel world is such a bad idea
2. people always wants to be pleased
3. isn't it just pure selfish?
4. walk into people's live, cant' get what they want & walk out just like that
5. seems like to them it's a fun game after all
6. humans can't possibly pleased everyone they know
7. that's the reason why we're not born to pleased
8. what if that were to happen?
9. don't you think it could create a horrible disaster?
10. i wonder what's running in your mind
11. i just wonder
12. what the hell is happening to this people

Shaifulridzuan at 1:30 PM

finally done with all the changes. it took me some time though but i guess it was worth my time. i'm not an expert myself but trial and error really helps to gain that knowledge.

things has been great lately. nothing that i can ask for more other than to be thankful.

people come and go but there are people whom stays. it's a wonderful feeling to have those that stays no matter what happens.

i may not be an angel myself, but things are different now. i'm trying to be a better person, a better man, a better son to my parents and a better human to the society. maybe these changes need time and time will tell whether it is just a game or for real.

lets just hope and pray that everything is going to end up with neither regrets nor disappointments. because every move, might be a disaster. hold on and keep believing. have faith. because time will tell B-)

Shaifulridzuan at 7:53 AM