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Shaifulridzuan at 2:38 PM

good signs are starting to show.
will this be temporary
or will it be forever?

it's hard to know
yes it's difficult to maintain
together going through this pain

then only to know
if it's meant to be
it'll be
if not i guess that's the end of me


falling sick is the last thing i've ever want to be. it's the worse feeling you can ever imagine! you'll know once you see me fall sick :)

for now, lets just take a walk outside

Shaifulridzuan at 1:20 AM

Shaifulridzuan at 12:16 AM

feeling lousy for no reason.
feeling grumpy for no reason.
feeling moody for no reason.
feeling down for no reason.

there are just no reason to all these feelings. but why am i like that at times? hmm
i wonder

Shaifulridzuan at 7:00 AM

life's great. it's a matter how you enjoy it. with whom you enjoy it and how you manage difficulties to turn it to joy and happiness.

life is full of ups and downs. it's a matter of who are by your side when you need the most. that's the most precious things in life. people that loves you be it family, friends or even boyfriend/girlfriend.

the most important thing is to enjoy and cherish your life to the fullest before it's too late. you'll never know when the almighty will take you back to the other world.

start enjoying life now and not full of regrets. let bygones be bygones and never look back to the past. keep it as a memory instead.

Shaifulridzuan at 12:03 AM

this girl here has been the pain of my ass in a good way. she has been feeding me food even when i don't feel like eating, when she can't finish her food, whenever she feels hungry when i don't, whenever she feels like it. this girl also has been staining my shirts and uniform with her make ups. she also has been making me smile when i'm down. this person here been hearing from me complaining like a small kid, making a fool of myself and other stupid things. thank you for tolerating with my stupid nonsense that sometimes make you mad at me. :)

p/s: now, i guess this is the reason i'm gaining weight :) cool!
this human being here her name is nur ameera. she's my good friend and her birthday is next week. she's damn irritating usually only at times she's nice. she calls me badak and babi but she didn't realise that's her name. HAHA! anyway, her birthday wish was to find a boyfriend. me being nice here promoting her. interested? please kindly tell me.

mati kau eera! padan muka! hahaha. da, i help you. see how nice i am to you! hahaha :P
Shaifulridzuan at 8:58 PM

certain things in life is better to be kept as secret. some people you may trust, but some don't. it's hard to know whether that person whom you're close to can be trusted because they might just stab your back one day. so do you think all your secrets are safe?
Shaifulridzuan at 2:22 PM

1. Hope that God really shows which one out of the 3 i applied is best for me. It's really what i want. Things that i want to do and learn to gain experience.
2. If something's not right, don't even vent your anger towards me. Humans do have feelings not only you. Doesn't mean what you wished for you didn't get means people don't bother or care. You can't see what people are doing and how they feel.
3. I've been patient enough with all the attitude. If only you were not an elderly, i might have screwed you up! For someone whom i've been respecting all this while growing up, helping you out because i know you can't because of handicap. Now all those respects have gone down the drain.
4. For once i feel motivated to do something
5. Now i feel like you're something. I want more of it :)
   

Shaifulridzuan at 9:27 PM

New skin and guess i won't be changing soon enough. It's GREEN! Favourite colour of all. HAHA!

Not been busy but just can't be bothered to update. Plus, there's nothing to be updated unless there are some random things that happened recently.

On top of all, past few days has been like a movie marathon. One after another. What's next to be watched? there are still few that i've yet to. soon!

$40 for a bag that is neither that small nor that big. Worth the buy? hmm

Shaifulridzuan at 8:05 AM