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Sunday, August 22, 2010
 be thankful and fortunate for the lives we have for there are kids living in pain and harsh conditions.
the trip was really an eye opener for all 28 of us who went to hanoi, vietnam. guess living in singapore here, we are very fortunate to have a shelter, family and living in a good condition though we do fall sick every now and then. it was sad to see the kids there, their conditions be it living or health, with no families and proper facilities for them to learn, have a good night sleep and even a sumptious meal. it really gave me an idea of how much pain they are going through by looking at the place itself. it was really sad to see and i shall say it was a great experience. for now i know how difficult life could be for others who are not as fortunate as us. now it makes me questioned myself why do kids that live a perfect maybe near perfect life always complaining and asking for more instead of being thankful? these kids didn't even complaint a single thing with the life that they have but living their life with smiles and laughters. shouldn't it be the opposite? well, on a brighter note, the trip was awesome! it was wonderful experience to get a glimpse of their lifestyle, culture and also have a taste of their food. it was really an awesome trip with bunch of awesome people. let the friendship made there stays.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
sick, fasting, headaches, one after another. when will all of these end? running away won't help facing it will get even worst. truth is, i'm just sick and tired of everything. i need peace and time to clear my mind. maybe moving on was the best thing to do but why didn't i? now you're stuck here in my mind when i was with someone new. with you in mind, that was the cause of disaster disaster that breaks me to pieces tearing up new beginning. thank you past. you really made an impact in my life ever since you're gone.
Thursday, August 05, 2010
i need time, i need space. i just need some place to think think of something that is in need of deep thought. too many what ifs in this mind. it's easy to have that second chance but there many consequences too. that's where the what ifs comes in what if that second chance turns out to be a positive one? it will be good. things will be back to normal. no one will be hurt everything will be fine and happiness will be there again. what if it ends negatively? people get hurt, hearts will be broken. things will change. it might end up with a drastic change. everything you wished for all crush. which is which in this situation? complication can really lead to disaster. feelings can be an ass at times. feelings do change. but why? i'm literally screwing up myself
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
 school has made me too busy with things to be done like projects, presentations and role plays. didn't know higher nitec was this tedious as i thought it would be an easy life in ITE. it may be boring at times in school, but nontheless, projects after projects. once EBA is done, i have all my time to ETP 3 which is due somewhere next week or week after the holidays? and followed by presentation again. which after that followed by my IA which is attachment for 8 weeks. wow! we'll be missing work for that 2 months.life has been a little not so good. why do feelings have to change? anybody has an answer to that? i need that answer badly. suffering from it lately. why oh why? how i wish i can just run away from every single thing that i don't wish to face. wouldn't it be great then? how i wish i could just start something new that easy without any harm being done. nothing much to be said actually. just need to type out what i feel like typing. can i just do anything without hurting anyone? i need some time to think it through.
Monday, July 05, 2010
   I was pretty amazed by the guest that made the reservation yesterday. How thoughtful of him to actually reserved for 20 person just for a reunion with his primary school mate. the best part of all, their teachers that taught them was invited too. but maybe the ones that taught them till they graduate because there were only 3 teachers. looking at them when they were there, it was really awesome! guess it's been years they have met as a group. they graduated in the early 80's. imagine how many years was that. well, hope that their friendship last. it's really nice to see the way they are unite as one regardless of rest and backgrounds. maybe it's something that god sent for me to show me to value the friendship i have. be it friends from childhood, primary school, secondary school, ITE, work place or maybe in the future to come, to treasure and value them all. it's amazing if i can retain those friends i have now.
Friday, May 28, 2010
 Sometimes we are bound to make mistakes in choosing our paths in life. these mistakes can probably act as a learning stage for us who are still young.in life, we'll never stop learning. there are always new things that we'll learn each day. the most important thing is never to regret what you have chosen. make the best out of it though you may still prefer the ones that you didn't choose. mistakes are bound to be made. we can't run away from it but we can work hard to avoid those mistakes in life.
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
"got me like oh my gosh i'm so in love, found you finally you make me wanna say, oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh, Oh My Gosh" - Usher, OMG that song has been stuck in my head since i don't know when. but well, too many things to do so music have been the source of releasing stress. and YOU! come home fast! i'm missing you more than you do. okay, iron man 2 is waiting for you to be watched with me! come back fast please!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
 wow! i've just realised how seldom i update a blog that i own. guess i might just have forgot that i do own one. but whatever it s, i'm just lazy to do so. anyway, i won't be having time to even bother about blogging. school has just started and the best way to kick start final year. PROJECTS after PROJECTS! didn't know ITE could have such plenty of projects. E-business, setting up our own business online and also yo come out with a product that can be a hot item to be sold for entrepreneurship. on top of all that, less work schedule so i have plenty of rest. been falling sick so frequent lately.  well, there's nothing to blog about actually. just something in mind to share."don't leave someone you love for someone you like because the person you like might leave you for someone they love" found it quite true though. but well, we're young. just cherish and enjoy every moment you have with your loved ones.
Thursday, April 08, 2010
money is just like water. when you have it, you'll spend every single cent when you're broke, you'll suffer. just like water. when you have it, you'll use it carelessly. when you ran out of it, you'll wonder how to survive. this just taught me the importance of saving. but i still wonder why i can't really save. must learn from aisyah. haha! shop like mad today. when pay is in, shop till you drop. nearly hundreds of dollars have gone. now is time to save all the remaining dollars
Thursday, March 04, 2010
when people are getting more and more busy each day with their lives, they tend to forget the wonderful people that they have around them. you can't blame them if you're forgotten coz you'll be that way too when things got you tight up. instead of whining about people forget you, make an effort of saying hello or maybe asking how are they doing. you won't know that it could make your friend's day. life's busy schedule really drifting people away. imagine you're too busy for the whole week that you didn't even get to meet your love one. when you get the chance to meet, things goes smooth until at one point of time, it goes haywire. what would you do? there are just things that we need to think through carefully before it might get worse. lesson learnt, never to let anger gets control of you! well, been missing lately and here's a proper update cheers
Monday, February 15, 2010
school and work have been occupying most of my time now. in addition, exam is around the corner. meaning time to juggle and balance my time well. nothing to be updated. maybe this blog should soon be dead. i know i'm having a good life now. oh u made me smile
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
 these people has always been the bunch that makes me laugh no matter how high up or low i'm feeling. these fugtards are the bunch of idiots that just love to have fun.it's wonderful to enjoy the days before we can't get to enjoy them anymore. it's just feels like, i'm on my way back to being how i'm like enjoying myself always. well, lets just keep the finger crossed and pray that everything will be alright. lets just pray that what have been chose to be the right one. oh hunneh, u made me smile
Sunday, January 24, 2010
AAAHHHHH!!! finally there's something for me to fill up my boring day. thanks babi! if not i'll be watching movie all by myself. HAHA! thanks babi! u're the best friend i have lah. only when comes to this part :)
Monday, January 11, 2010
supposed to complete writing for business report. did only half way. couldn't find what's needed for the report now i'm feeling tired of searching. any kind soul who can do for me?
Saturday, January 09, 2010
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Thursday, January 07, 2010
money is pretty much everything in this world. it's like drinking water when you're thirsty. though we may see like it's a lot but still it's not enough when you have plenty of things to handle. life however is a little different you'll lead your life you plan how you want your life to be but at times, whatever you've planned you won't get it. maybe there's a reason why. we just don't know it because we've yet to see it coming
Saturday, January 02, 2010
 2010. what's new? everything the same. nothing has changed. thanks to a few people for making the day 2009 leave with pure fun though i was tired working one whole day and work on the next day as well. supposed to meet khai to celebrate new year but ended up counting down with my colleague and his girlfriend in the train. reached city hall was packed and connection was bad so i had to walk all by myself to i don't even know where to meet khai till i actually walk back to city hall mrt. pathetic much. saw xing jue sat there waiting to be able to make calls and go our seperate ways. met khai, went to clarke quay to meet syafiq dimas and friends. followed them to fullerton, saw khai's friend whose name is near to mine. haha! saw bea, talked awhile and head to mac coz i was starving like a mad cow. end up met syahz and faidzul at plaza sing hang out and board the first train. nonetheless, it's still fun |
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